what i think right now

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It's April! Finally!

Tomorrow is a first day of working at the company, so I feel both excited and nervous.

I'm excited because..

1. I can see a lot of new faces who will be important to my life

2. I can start totally new things ( yes I like NEW things.)

I'm nervous because..

1. The people I'm working with may be mean..? or bitchy (hopefully not)

2. All my friends who have already worked say 'I want to be back to the life before working as fulltime'

When I was a university student, I was so afraid, well more than afraid, I felt hopeless and never want to work in Japan.

But, When I think why I didn't want to work in  Japan, I don't have any proper reason.

May be I was just a lazy girl who thinks that she can do anything by herself.

Thanks to the experience that I've done in New Zealand, now I feel that I can do anything, but at the same time, I feel that I'm nothing.